Namaste

Well, I just had my first day of Yoga classes. It was a great experience. I found it uplifting and really energizing. The only issue I had was when it came down to just focusing on nothing and not thinking. I would start thinking about how great of a job I was doing not thinking, and then realise I was thinking. Then I focused and started thinking about how I think too much in my life. Bam, yet another form of thinking. It was hard to shut up my brain. There were a couple of times that my brain stopped thinking, and I was able to focus and almost meditate, but then it would start again. I need to work on that.

Oh ! I got rid of my shift tonight too, so now I have the entire day off. I'm going to maybe go and get my brows waxed (gawd, I'm soo gay), and then write my paper that is due on Friday. Today will be a day of relaxation though, as much as I can make it :)

Escaped mental patient becomes a Starbucks manager

I felt like sharing this experience that my coworker and friend, Steph, had with our assistant manager, Kevan. Kevan is in all likeliness slightly insane, but in a good way. Well, sometimes its good. anwyays, here it is:

She's on till and he comes over and points to a man just outside the window and says, "that man stepped in dog poo, and now he's trying to get it off his shoe, I love watching people do things like step in dog poo."

Thats our assistant manager for you. The most random person ever. He also likes to talk about his three cats, whom he refers to by name. This often confuses customers because he talks about them as if they are people he lives with. Usually staff have to explain and appoligize after he talks to customers. Kevan is often so random that people are confused as to whether his conversations are a form of punishment, because he talks at you, not to you, and drones on and on about the least interesting subjects on the planet. Coincidently, this subject is usually his cats. It entertains, fustrates and confuses me all at the same time.

Me !

Caution ! these pics are old, I need to take new ones.

Alrightly Then !

I just want to sare that's its freaking annoying trying to post pics using this weird software! haha, or maybe I'm just too tired to know whats going on. meh.

Ridiculous

I just talked at length with a friend about Tomas. I need to make more time for mysel. I can only be with someone else when I've learned to be alone. Life is soo confusing. I feel all discouraged about the prospects of ever meeting a normal guy I can love. But I know I can love myself, so that's where I need to focus.

I'm doing yoga starting monday, with a friend, Steph. That has me excited.

Gawd, I have to be up for school tommorrow at like 7am, guess its gonna be a sleepless night again. Listening to progressive trance and house music doesn't exactly help the situation.

I told Tomas I didn't want to see him this weekend. An obvious lie. We need some time apart, so he can figure out his crap, and so I can get over him and move on, so we can just be friends. I doubt either will happen ! at least, I secretly hope it won't...