Thursday, October 12, 2006

Hehe.

I did it !

I stopped the cycle of my dreams. I don't know how, but I did !

I'm going to a party that my friend Eric is throwing tommorrow night, hopefully that will mark the end of this shitty week and the beginning of a better one !

In fact, I know it will. I was so confused, angry, upset and confused, but now I most definately know what I want. I love being me.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you had such a bad week!

ummm, you don't know me, but we both know Megan..and that's how I found your blog.

I'm no counsellor or dream interpreter, and I'm not even going to try! However, going beyond your "dreams" (dreams are happy, and your descriptions def. aren't), and going beyond the excuses and distractions, it seems that you're searching for something; something deeper than superficial. You say you were (and I'd argue in a small sense still are) "confused, angry, upset and confused".

Has it really all gone away? Just like that? Then what is it that you so "Definitely know [that you] want"?

Maybe I'm way out in left field..in any case...I do hope that your optomism for this coming week pulls through for you!! Have a great time at your party, and a fantastic week!